Saturday, January 18, 2014

The Snows of Kilimanjaro by Ernest Hemingway


Ernest Hemingway is the idol of many writers today and in the past, including the esteemed J.D. Salinger. Did you know that Salinger met his hero in person, and even had Hemingway read his manuscript? Not surprisingly, Hemingway was said to have liked Salinger’s work. 

After having read “The Snows of Kilimanjaro” and “The Short Happy Life of Francis Macomber”, I feel that I have already begun to grasp a sense of Hemingway’s writing style. His writing resounds with the heartbeat of the 1920’s realist/pessimist chauvinistic man, faced with the emptiness of life and the bitter knowledge of the choices he has made. It is gritty and straightforward, yet not without conviction, compelling, and a very authentic sense of soul. 

In the current short story, the main character is particularly aware of the negative choices he made and looks at life through a cynical, yet heartfelt lens. 

It is worth mentioning that war is a major theme. Within the former soldier’s memories is exposed the essential, many-faceted conflict of war. The nobility and immorality intertwined are perpetuated in the life of the soldier, in every breath and decision he has made afterwards. But here he is an injured former soldier, not injured by war or anything so magnanimous, but by a recreational hunting trip with his wealthy wife.

The subject is also a particular favorite of writers in general: a writer. In this case, he is a writer faced with his imminently impending death, causing him to look on his life with dissatisfaction at all the experiences he never wrote about. He is a failure, a sell-out, who sold his sense of authenticity, creative hunger, and real talent as a real writer for a comfortable marriage, sans passion, along with the luxurious lifestyle it provided. 

The story soon comes across the distant vision of the snow-laden mountain of Kilimanjaro. And at the end we get another, unexpected glimpse of this scene, along with the absolute conviction of the profound symbolism and importance of the mountaintop. What does it symbolize? Perhaps the snowy whiteness points us to his ideal of purity and authenticity, the life he wishes he had chosen. It is even more apparent that it is pointing to death, paradise, and release from his physical and emotional pain. It is a pinnacle, a higher plane providing clearer vision. It is a peaceful exit from his life of conflict and struggle. 


“The Snows of Kilimanjaro” is a short, quick read, worth your time and contemplation. I’d love to hear your thoughts and interpretation of the story. How do you feel about Hemingway in general? 

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Letting Go

One of the hardest things for me to do is to let things go. And, as we are now a week into the new year, I already feel that this is a theme of 2014 for me. I must let go of things I've been holding on to if they aren't things the Lord is directing me to pursue.

*Big exhale*

One blessing for which I am thankful, is that I tend to put motherhood and housewifedom on the front burner automatically. So all my dearly held ambitions and passions are ALWAYS secondary to those things. This is why I have hardly accomplished a thing in the last several weeks. Evie is getting diapered, fed, bathed, played with, read to, tickled, sang to, etc. The house has been getting cleaned, organized, decorated; dinners have been planned, prepared, and cleared again to start over in just a few short hours. The good thing is, I am crazy about this life. I mean, I love-love-love having a baby to take care of. And I love-love-love having my husband to care for, to confide in, etc. But these things take room in my heart, my time, my life. And that means that so many other things must be cleared out.

The Lord and I just had a beautifully long conversation about the things I've been holding onto- things that I KNOW I cannot accomplish while dutifully taking care of the tasks the Lord has clearly given to me. As much as it pains me to admit that I'm not completing something I set out to do, I have decided to set aside my Kingdom Come note-taking. I may still finish reading the book and writing a review...I'm not sure yet. I certainly do enjoy both reading it and taking notes on it; it is just too much for me to take on right now.

So! No more planning to converse intelligently with my dispensationalist friends for the moment. If your are seriously interested in the topic, either borrow the book from me, read it for yourself, or wait for Sam to come out with a shorter version of the tome, which I believe is in the works currently.

Bear with me while I, a) finish reading Kingdom Come and prepare a review/analysis or b) read something lighter and prepare a review for it.

Is there something the Lord has led you to let go of recently? Are there some things he has put on your heart to pursue instead?